Good Karma, Bad Karma—Beyond Karma:

How Travel Helped Me Discover Past Lives

In this article, you’ll discover:

  • How a road trip sparked one man’s epic journey that led to discovering three connected past lives.
  • Insights into how past-life karma can affect you today—and get helpful tools to gain freedom from recurring patterns of old fears, habits, and limiting beliefs.
  • A link to the full story on the ECKANKAR Soul Adventure Podcast, Good Karma, Bad Karma—Beyond Karma!, available now on YouTube.

By Jason Young

Travel Triggers a Past Life Recall

It was the summer of 1990 and my girlfriend and I were river and trail guides. As summer wrapped up, we took a trip from Colorado to California. Then unusual experiences began!

Near Steamboat Springs, Colorado, another camper casually asked if we were on our honeymoon. We weren’t—but the question sparked something inside me. It felt like a “waking dream”—an experience that grabs your attention and hints at a deeper spiritual message. I didn’t understand it yet, but I knew to pay attention.

A Mystery Illness in the Mountains

A day later, while we were driving west near the base of the Wasatch Mountains, I was suddenly overcome by a mysterious illness. I became delirious and feverish, haunted by inner visions of a nightmarish, blinding light. I needed rest, so we found a place to camp, and I immediately fell asleep in the middle of the afternoon. That night, I woke up—the fever had broken, and I felt better.

At the time, I suspected it was some kind of cellular memory—a past-life echo bubbling up in my body. I filed the experience away.

A Past Life from Donner Pass?

A few days later, we found ourselves driving through the infamous Donner Pass. It was late, and the only option we had was to sleep in the car at a rest area. The next morning, we discovered we were near the very site of the historic Donner Party tragedy.

My girlfriend Suzie, a history major, filled me in on the harrowing journey of pioneers who faced starvation, brutal elements, and death in the Sierra Nevada Mountains. I began to wonder: Could I have been one of them?

Discovering Jay Fosdick

Months later, I found a book listing the names of those in the Donner Party. One name stood out: Jay Fosdick. He joined up with the Donners later at the base of the Wasatch Mountains—interestingly, while also on his honeymoon with his wife, Sarah. Suddenly that question from the camper made sense— “Are you on your honeymoon?”

The mysterious illness I experienced near the Wasatch Mountains occurred at the very place where Jay, his wife, and the Donner Party first encountered serious trouble. Cutting a trail through the rugged terrain delayed them by a month. My blinding inner vision echoed reports of sun blindness during the harsh desert stretch of their journey, which also took longer than expected. The final blow came in the Sierra Nevada, where record-breaking early snow left them trapped. In a desperate bid for survival, Jay and some others set off in search of help. Only a handful survived, including Jay’s wife. Jay, however, died in the wilderness of starvation and exposure.

A bigger picture was coming into focus.

Other parallels emerged: Jay had a violin; I had played violin in a youth symphony. Jay had a gold pocket watch. When I was young, I had a similar treasured pocket watch—an odd choice for a kid! These weren’t just coincidences. I came to understand: I had been Jay Fosdick in that life.

I couldn’t help but wonder: “Why did I have that lifetime as Jay Fosdick who died an awful death, frozen and starved in the snow?”

I would soon find out.


“…karma isn’t punishment—it’s education for Soul…
A way to learn responsibility
and grow in divine love.”


Another Past Life—as an Aztec Priest

Later on, in the mid-1990s, I visited Teotihuacan near Mexico City. A local vendor there insisted I buy a beautifully decorated flute. I didn’t want it—but he wouldn’t take no for an answer. It had an obsidian blade on the end, like those used in ancient sacrifices. Eventually, I gave in and bought it.

Shortly after the purchase, I developed a splitting headache unlike anything I’d ever experienced. In quiet contemplation, I received a vision of a past life—as an Aztec priest. In that life, I had sacrificed people, even though I knew it was wrong. I had the opportunity to refuse—but I likely would have been sacrificed myself.

Going Even Deeper

How were these lives connected? And why had I become that priest in the first place? Again, I entered contemplation. In my inner vision, a scene unfolded from 14th century England. I was a religious hermit, deeply connected to Divine Spirit, hearing the inner Sound of God. However, I lacked humility and harshly judged others.

In that life, I had boasted, “I’d rather die the most awful death than offend God!” That bold claim set a karmic lesson into motion—my reincarnation as the Aztec priest was a test where I had to choose: sacrifice others or die an awful death myself. In turn, Jay Fosdick’s life was sacrificed, thus completing the karmic cycle.

The Gift of My Spiritual Guide

Throughout this journey, I was guided inwardly by the Mᴀʜᴀɴᴛᴀ—an inner spiritual teacher who offers personalized instruction through dreams, insights, subtle nudges, and more.

He didn’t walk the path for me, but he pointed the way. He helped me see that karma isn’t punishment—it’s education for Soul, the eternal and unique identity of every person. It is a way to learn responsibility and grow in divine love.

Going Beyond Karma

Some might say my stories are just coincidences. And I get it—this kind of experience is deeply personal. But for me, the connections are undeniable.

A simple yet powerful tool I used in my contemplations was singing HU—an ancient mantra and sacred sound. HU uplifts, purifies, and helps me stay receptive to divine guidance, which is always available. I sing it while driving, walking, or quietly to myself during a busy day. Through this simple practice, I came to understand my past-life experiences. Ultimately, I was able to work off the karma I had accumulated and step into greater freedom and love—reflected in my life today.

These are the gifts the HU, the Mᴀʜᴀɴᴛᴀ, and the ECK teachings offer to all who are sincere in their search for truth.

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Ready to break free from old recurring patterns and fear? Here are the practices that have consistently worked for me. They can work for anyone who is sincere in wanting to know truth.

How To Resolve Karma from Past Lives

1. Sing HU to Unlock Truth

  • Sing HU (rhymes with hue)—anytime, anywhere for calm, insights, and upliftment.

Why it works:

  • Clears emotional and spiritual blockages.
  • Helps you connect to divine guidance, past lives, and spiritual lessons from dreams.
  • A daily practice of singing HU lifts your awareness and opens your heart to new possibilities.
  • Get the free HU app and learn more at HearHU.org.

2. Ask for Help

  • Open your heart to the possibility of coworking with an inner guide like the Mahanta, Jesus, or a spiritual figure you trust. You can simply say inwardly: Show me what I need to learn. Watch your dreams and outer life for clues!

Why it works:

  • The Holy Spirit loves and supports all Souls equally—divine guidance is your birthright.
  • The Mahanta is an Inner Guide who offers help tailored to your unique spiritual needs—you take the steps.
  • Learn more about the MAHANTA and other inner Spiritual Teachers and Guides here.


What to Do When Your Child Remembers a Past Life

Exploring Stories of Children Who Remember Past Lives and the Spiritual Lessons They Offer

If you’ve ever heard a young child say something that made you stop in your tracks—a vivid memory of a time or place they’ve never experienced, or a deep connection to a culture or talent that seems far beyond their years—you’re not alone. More and more parents are sharing stories about children who remember past lives.

And for those who are spiritually curious, stories like these aren’t just fascinating—they might even affirm something your heart already suspected: we are more than our bodies, we are Soul—an eternal, creative being.  Unlimited.  Divine.

Why Are Children More Likely to Remember Past Lives?

According to Eᴄᴋᴀɴᴋᴀʀ, a spiritual path that explores Soul travel, dreams, and reincarnation, children are often more connected to their spiritual essence—Soul—and have not yet been fully conditioned by the material world. That purity makes it easier for them to access subtle memories from before this life.    

Take Crary and her son Cammann, guests on the Soul Adventure Podcast, who share their deeply personal experiences with this phenomenon.

A Preschooler Talks About Past Lives

Crary’s journey with past life awareness began early. At age four, she told her Sunday School teacher she remembered knowing her best friend from a past life—right down to what she used to look like. Her teacher told her to never speak of it again.

Crary was devastated. Even as a child, she knew the memory was real. That moment led her mother to seek a spiritual path that made space for these experiences—ultimately leading them to Eᴄᴋᴀɴᴋᴀʀ.

When Children Remember Things They “Shouldn’t” Know

Years later, Crary’s own son began sharing similar stories. At just three years old, Cammann picked out a football player ornament at Christmas, insisting, “I like football. I’m really good at it.” The odd part? No one in their home watched football. They didn’t even allow screen time. Yet he spoke about the sport with conviction.

Later, he recalled having a “different mother and father” and even remembered riding in the front seat while his now-mother sat in the back—flipping the roles of parent and child. These recollections came with striking detail and no prior exposure.

One particularly chilling moment came when Cammann asked his mom, “What was your grandfather’s name?” When she told him, he responded, “That’s my name.” He had remembered being called that name. Crary’s grandfather had passed long before, but the connections continued to unfold.  This included vivid memories of events like a lightning strike to the grandfather’s house, which Cam had never been told about, but matched exactly with a family story that was later confirmed by Crary’s mother.

Could Your Child Be Remembering a Past Life?

Parents who are open-minded and spiritually curious can look for some of the same signs Crary experienced:

  • Sudden, unexplained knowledge or vocabulary
  • Vivid dreams or memories involving other families, places, or time periods
  • Unexpected talents or passions (playing musical instruments or speaking foreign languages)
  • Reflections on their existence, such as “I used to be big and you were little”

In Cam’s case, he also gravitated toward historical figures — and one day declared he had been one. While on vacation in Savannah, Georgia, he was drawn to a simple grave and insisted they take a picture. It turned out to be the grave of a close friend of that historical figure—a coincidence too aligned to ignore.

How to Respond as a Parent

So, what should you say if your child starts talking about a past life?

According to Crary, the best approach is to listen without judgment. Ask open-ended questions.  You can say, “Oh, tell me more about that.”  Let the child share their story.

These moments are sacred.  They’re windows into Soul’s journey and clues to who your child really is—not just in this life, but in the vast and beautiful story of eternity.

The Spiritual Value of Remembering

Cam’s memories—and his mother’s own past-life dream experiences—weren’t just mystical curiosities. They provided healing and insight into relationships in their current life.

In one powerful example, Crary had a falling out with a childhood friend. Before the friend’s wedding, she asked for spiritual insight and had a dream where she and her friend were married—in another lifetime. It helped her release emotional pain and rebuild a lasting friendship. Past life recall, she discovered, can be a profound tool for compassion and forgiveness.

Using Spiritual Tools Like HU and Dream Work

To support his spiritual journey (and even overcome nightmares), Cam learned to sing HU, a spiritual mantra used in Eᴄᴋᴀɴᴋᴀʀ and other traditions. Singing HU before bed became a nightly practice—a way to invite protection and clarity in dreams.

He also created a spiritual exercise that involved traveling (in imagination) to a safe place guarded by ECK Masters, where only love was allowed. That visualization helped him face fears and sleep peacefully.

Even more recently, Cam used another Eᴄᴋᴀɴᴋᴀʀ spiritual technique to visit the Causal Plane—a realm of memory and karma—and explore orbs of past-life memories. 

He would sing the word “mana,” visualize the Causal Plane, and visit a space where past memories were stored as orbs.  It’s become one of his favorite spiritual practices.

Children Who Remember Past Lives Are Here to Teach Us

You don’t have to believe in reincarnation to be moved by these stories. But if your child ever says something that makes you pause—a memory that doesn’t seem to fit, or a truth that feels bigger than this life—consider listening with an open heart.

As Cam, now a teen, puts it: “I recognized that I wasn’t just a physical being, that I was Soul.  And I had many past lives, and I’ll have future ones too.”

“I recognized that I wasn’t just a physical being, that I was Soul. 
And I had many past lives, and I’ll have future ones too.”

Resources for Further Exploration

If you are thinking Crary and Cam are the exception to the rule, check out the Washington Post article The children who remember their past lives. 

As host Doug Kunin noted, that article showed several examples of children sharing historical facts far remote from their current life experience. Of the stories shared in the article, Kunin commented:

“Those are the facts. We invite you to come to your own conclusions. This article opens up almost 4,000 comments from people all over. There are skeptics, agnostics, people who have had experiences. But mainly it opened up the door for people to say, ‘I’ve had some unexplained experiences in my life. How could that happen?’ ”   

To answer that question for yourself, check out these Eᴄᴋᴀɴᴋᴀʀ resources:


Recurring Patterns and the Journey through Past Lives

Freedom from Recurring Karmic Patterns Relating to Past Life Experience

Many of us notice certain patterns in our lives—repeating challenges, emotional loops, or relationship dynamics that seem to come full circle again and again. Why does this happen?

Recurring experiences can be viewed through the lens of karma and reincarnation. We live many lives, and the lessons we haven’t yet learned tend to show up again—just in different forms.

A study of past lives can also help heal your pain points today, giving you freedom from old habits, fears, attitudes, even desires, which originate from the past but are limiting you today.

You can move beyond these limits into the most fulfilling life you could ever imagine. We’re going to tell you how.

Common Past Life Patterns People Experience

Many people unknowingly carry spiritual patterns from lifetime to lifetime.  Some recurring patterns are especially painful.  Loneliness is one of them.

Sri Harold Klemp, the spiritual leader of Eᴄᴋᴀɴᴋᴀʀ explores this topic by responding to the following person’s concerns:

I am beset by a terrible loneliness at times but am at a loss to explain it. I am an isolated person—not that I want to be; it just seems to always work out that way. This has been with family, friends, and mates, as well as jobs and people connected to them. Everything is very short-lived, and it doesn’t seem normal. I do the best I can, but no matter what I do things are always interrupted and ending all the time.

As far back as I can remember, it has always been this way. Whatever is going on I know has to do with some past life I lived.

Response: Most of the karma we make is from this lifetime, although periodically there is a longstanding condition hanging on from another lifetime.

Imagine, if you will, the life of a leper in Palestine shortly before the Christian era. Anyone with a diagnosis of leprosy faced a life of separation from his family and friends. The repeated reactions of horror and disgust by citizens when coming across lepers would be enough to leave a deep scar for centuries.

Anyone who reincarnates into the present life from such an existence ought to look on the positive side. What a blessing to no longer be regarded as a scourge among people because of a disfiguring disease! Just this thought alone ought to make one appreciate a healthier body in this lifetime.

Do the Spiritual Exercises of ECK, and Divine Spirit will work with you.

How to Heal Recurring Patterns in My Life

Transformation can begin when we actively seek healing and guidance. One of the most powerful yet underused tools? Our dreams.

Sri Harold Klemp answers a seeker’s inquiry:

How can one heal oneself in the dream state?

Response: It is possible to get a healing for many conditions, like poor health, emotions, or mental stress. But not always. The study of dreams in ECKANKAR begins with the fact of past lives. All conditions are due to karma, and some will last a lifetime, such as the loss of a limb. A study of dreams can help people learn the spiritual reason their life is as it is, and what they can do to improve their lot.

A way to heal oneself begins with a spiritual exercise. At bedtime, sing the word HU. Softly sing this ancient name for God for five to ten minutes. Also create a mental picture of your problem. See it as a simple cartoon. Beside it, place another image of the condition as you feel it should be.

The second week, if you’ve had no luck seeing a past life, do this dream exercise for fifteen or twenty minutes. Take a rest the third week. Repeat this cycle until you succeed.

Keep a record of your dreams. Make a short note about every dream you recall upon awakening. Also be alert during the day for clues about your problem from other people. The Holy Spirit works through them too.

So be aware and listen.

DOWNLOAD free resources. Explore past lives to better understand your life today!

Further reading: The Washington Post article, The children who remember their past lives. Published May 2, 2024. Written by Caitlin Gibson.


Exploring Past Lives Through Dreams

Here is a question Sri Harold Klemp has been asked about understanding Spiritual Experiences.

Read on for clues that may help you.

Q&A: Learn about Past Lives Through Dreams

Q: I would like to see my past lives. How do I go about this?

A: It is easiest to trace past lives through a study of your dreams.

To awaken such past-life dreams, make a note of things you greatly like or dislike. Do that also with people. Then watch your dreams. Also note if a certain country or century attracts you. There is a reason.

When we practice the Spiritual Exercises of ECK faithfully, the Inner Master will open us up to those things that are important to see concerning past lives. Most of them need not concern us. No matter what we were in the past during any other life, we are spiritually greater today.

The wealth and position we enjoyed in past lives mean nothing unless we know how to lift ourselves from materialism into the higher worlds. This does not mean to shun the good things of this life—family, home, wealth. God loves the rich man as much as the poor. We get no special benefits if we fall for the negative tricks of asceticism or unusual austerities.

We live the spiritual life beginning where we are today. We look to see the hand of Divine Spirit guiding us toward the greater consciousness, which leads us to becoming a more direct vehicle for Spirit.

—A Modern Prophet Answers Your Key Questions about Life, Book 1

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The Gift of a Spiritual Dream

Dance of a Lifetime

By Sri Harold Klemp

“Rose,” a woman from Germany, had a dream where she was at a great dance, but everything looked like it was from the early 1950s. The clothes, the people, the music, the decorations, even the very structure of the room—it was all from the early 1950s. It occurred to Rose that that was when she was born.

In the dream, Rose looked around for a partner. She was going to dance with her aunt. But her aunt was dancing with someone else, and she looked happy. So Rose looked for another partner. But everybody was already dancing.

In this lifetime, Rose has had a very difficult time with her mother. It’s been a rough road. They haven’t always seen eye to eye. Her mother would give very definite rules, and Rose would have to follow them. Rose didn’t like it, and this caused hard feelings.

In her dream, Rose looked along the wall. There, sitting on a chair all by herself, was her mother.

“I’ll go dance with her,” Rose decided. “She looks unhappy.”

She went over to her mother and asked if she’d like to dance. The mother said she’d love to. So they started dancing and, true to form, her mother said, “Straighten your shoulders. Put that arm up higher.” And other rules that a German mama might have for her child.

But Rose noticed that they danced together extremely well. In fact, it was the best she had ever danced. Rose admitted to not being a very great dancer out here in the physical world. But there, even with her mother, it was just wonderful.

Rose thought to herself, No one’s ever led me through a dance like this before.

When Rose awoke, she knew the meaning of the dream. Between lives, before this one, Rose had chosen that particular Soul to be her mother. Rose had said, “This is a onetime deal only, OK?” Rose knew she needed certain spiritual disciplines so she could lead a safe and happy life and eventually find Eᴄᴋᴀɴᴋᴀʀ.

In a very special way, her mother led her to a very secure future and a good life. Rose is a happy woman now. She has a lot of zest for living. She accepts the blessings of the Holy Spirit with all her love and gratitude.

—Adapted from “Thanks for the Help and Love” in The Road to Spiritual Freedom

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Dreams & Medieval Past Lives

 

 

Understanding and Interpreting Dreams

Have you had a dream about a certain period of history? Could this be a memory of a past life?

Discover a deeper insight into your dreams in this answer from Sri Harold Klemp.

Dreaming about Medieval Times

Q: I haven’t been having any dreams that I can remember for the past month. This is unusual for me; I usually have dreams all the time. Is it karma? I would like to know, if possible, because I learn from my dreams.

Another thing I would like to know is, are there knights on the higher planes? I am attracted to medieval wars and battles.

A: In answer to your first question: By the time you read this, you will have started to dream again. There are times when Soul shifts gears; this is when we don’t always remember our dreams. But it is a passing thing.

About your attraction to knights and medieval wars and battles: Your interest in that period of history is due to your many past lives there.

It was a time of great adventure, chivalry, and heroics. The forces of darkness and light were in a hotly contested battle for centuries, and you played a part in those unsettled, but interesting, times.

History can teach us much about how mankind’s unlearned lessons repeat themselves. This allows us to use our knowledge to avoid unnecessary problems, because we can sidestep a lot of them.

People make history. You might enjoy the historical novels by Mary Stewart that bring to life the times of King Arthur at the beginning of the Middle Ages: The Crystal Cave, The Hollow Hills, The Last Enchantment, and The Wicked Day.

You’ll find many spiritual insights in these books, for the author is adept at looking at past-life records on the Causal Plane.

—A Modern Prophet Answers Your Key Questions about Life, Book 1

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